I was the 2005 SPM straight A student.

I scored distinction for the National chemistry quiz competition in that same year.

I was awarded for being a top achiever in the subjects of History, Physics, Chemistry and Biology.

At the end of 2005, I got a GPA of 4.00 in a BOARDING SCHOOL FOR SELECTED STUDENTS.

What did I get from the government for a long list of achievements above? NOTHING.

This is despite the fact that I DESPERATELY WANTED TO HELP MY MOM.

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I am not asking for donations into my pocket.

I am asking for donations to HELP ME GET MY MANUSCRIPT PUBLICATION READY AND COMMERCIALLY STRONGER, and to have extra funds needed to get it MARKETED GLOBALLY, as a means to put pressure on the MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT whose discriminatory policy is what COST ME MY FUTURE.

I am already 38 this year, with nothing of great significance being achieved, as after the death of my mom 3 years ago, I had been running around in circles trying and planning with ZERO EXECUTIONS due to TOTAL ABSENCE OF FUNDS.

Getting the memoir a COMMERCIAL SUCCESS is extremely important for me as I see it as a stepping stone for me to ACHIEVE SOMETHING SIGNIFICANT in my COUNTRY OF CHOICE as the place where I am currently in continue to serve as a reminder to me that EVERYTHING IS WRONG.

In addition, despite how good I was as a teacher and a house officer, I am determined NEVER TO RETURN to living under EXTREME LEVEL DISTRESS achieving perfectionism for SOMEONE ELSE.

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USD 2,600 - To professionally strengthen and polish my manuscript without taking away my voice, emotion and my personal character.

USD 3,400 - (Initial strategy) To engage with influencers to market my book. Influencers whose audience consists of multiple English speaking countries (US, CAN, UK, AUS, NZ).

(Final strategy) To engage with a marketing specialist to format, publish and make the book an Amazon best seller.

(10% service fee is charged by the platform & 8% SST)

I am hoping to get 100k hardcover copies sold within the first few weeks of launch due to the seriousness of the issues raised with the capacity to save lives, to prevent the lives of subsequent generations from being destroyed, and to prevent from sustaining a host of unnecessary childhood traumas for life (The lives and future of my brothers have already been destroyed, while I have been lingering around in circles ever since the death of my mom 3 years ago).

Once it is a success, profits will be reinvested to get it translated and distributed in China.

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It is a memoir intended to educate people, with 100k words, in desperate need of professional editing.

I would like this to be a perfect mother's day book ever, as it includes a heart touching account of the strong bond of love between me and my mom, and how far I was willing to go in an attempt to seek for her justice.

And unfortunately, because this was what my mom and I ended up paying with our own lives, I am not willing to give this out for free. It would be unfair, as it has taken such a huge toll on my mental, physical and emotional well being growing up in such a hostile environment, not to mention the amount of time and effort invested in completing the 100k words memoir written by someone educated.

While it is NO GUARANTEE that it can truly be a commercial success after professional editing, I am determined to GET MY VOICE HEARD, and if possible, to have a GLOBAL BRAND MOVEMENT inspired by the memoir INITIATED.